a girl and a boy

Assalamualaikum.

How do u know if he/she is the one?

The truth is, you will never know. 

But,

The chances or the steps that you've made that matters. 

If you want to be with someone, you will accept her the way she is, regardless of all the mistakes that she had done. 

This brings me to a story, about a girl and a boy.

They met each other at a very strange time of their life, and in the weirdest way anyone could ever think of (HAHA!) . From then on, they talked to each other almost every night. To her, he's the one that she will ran to , to find comfort. As they grew up, things change and everything just... stop.

But, they found each other again. They talked, shared everything all over again and, the feeling of comfort talking to each other was still there. But somehow, she's with someone else, and he's currently in love with someone else. And again, it stops there. 

After few years, this girl has broken up with his boyfriend. After  she went through some tough phase of her life, she started to live her life again. Even if it's only her against the world, she doesn't mind at all. 

One day, as she  scroll her newsfeed in her social media, she received a personal message from a guy. The same guy that she talked to almost every night 8years ago. She was so suprised.

And that's when, her life started to change. 

She started to laugh again, her eyes sparks, and butterflies flies in her tummy every now and then whenever his name appeared on her phone screen. 

Those comfort feelings that she felt 8 years ago, was still there. And she kept on asking God why she kept on bumping with him ? 

" Is he the one? " , she asked. 

One day, she found the guts to confess to him, but that was one of the biggest mistake she ever did in her life. She doesn't realized that those act will break her into pieces and make her cry herself to sleep all over again. 

and everything's change from then on, she knew everything won't be the same again. 

What happen next? The story is still on going. She leave everything to God, knowing that He knows what best for her. 

Kesimpulannya, 

We will never know if he/she is the one for us. Matter of fact, we will never know that every decision that we've made was the best for us. 

But, if everything makes sense when he/she is around, why don't you give it a try? If it turned out good, alhamdulillah. But if it doesn't, you're going to fall, breaks into pieces etc, but at least, you took your chances. And trust me, you're going to be okay again. 

Things happen for a reason, whether to break you or to make you stronger. Therefore, have faith. 

If u feel like crying now, go. U might think that you have lost your bestfriend, but hey, if you guys are destined to be bestfriend, you will always be regardless what happen before. 

I don't know whether this makes senses or not. Even my grammar doesn't makes sense for now. But i hope you get the idea. 

Keep on dreaming, 

Siapa tahu, it will eventually come true one day, inshaAllah.

Yours truly,

Syafika L.