Masa pantas,

Hi.

Sometimes, I wish, I can just turn back time. Go to that moment where celebrating each other birthday is a must, having that midnight movies with the family, catching up stuff while eating Siakap at Jeng Kuan, mama cabut uban dan janggut ayah, 

*long exhale, crying* 

I miss that moment. I miss it when everything that is wrong but seems so right cause I have everyone by my side. I miss everyone smiles and happiness back then. The jokes, fooling around. 

Now, everything has change. We're growing up, too fast. Just too fast. Mom's alone. The smile isn't the same anymore. The laughters , the jokes is just not.... how it used to be you see. 

I wish I am as strong as you want me to be, mom. 

The truth is, I'm loosing myself, pieces by pieces. 

It hurts to just sit here and watch everything falls down.

IL :'( 

Hello Anonymous.

Hi.

First of all, I am Ika. 23 and happily married (inside my head).Currently searching for my other half and trying to be as skinny as I possibly can. Travelling and eating is my always-have-to-do list. I love to write stuff. Dah lama tak menulis, jadi agak kekok sedikit. But, its okay. I'll try my best to comfort myself and write rubbish, again, in this new blog. As for you, go and take a cup of coffee and read this with your open mind. So, please, walk with me, and enjoy life :) 

That's it for now.

IL :)