Small things

Bismillah.

i just want to write this one down
manalah tahu in case anything happen to me
jadi pelupa ke apa kan
i can read this and smile again
even if its hard for me to recall it
but at least i know i wrote this
and it happened

my boyfriend have OCD
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder
which makes him a psycho

kidding. lol.

i know some (many actually) things really annoys him

how i dressed up
how i wear my tudung, my bag
how i just love to throw everything at the back of my car so i can hide em
bla bla bla
you get the idea.

the funny thing is that
although i know that
he's so annoyed by that
because he wants everything to be in order
in place bla bla bla

but
i didnt change
at all
although i know he wants me to
but i didnt

you wanna know why?

because i find it so cute
to have someone that will tarik benang terkeluar dari tudung
just because the tudung punya jahitan was messy
while talking to me
i didnt care about it, but he did

i find it so cute
to have someone that will tolong me betulkan my tali bag
sebab i dont even care kalau tali dia terpeleot ke apa ke
but he did
and he will fix it like thousands time
tapi i will like saja saja biar je tali tu terpeleot sebab
i like it when he fix it haha (kantoi)


and i find it so cute
to have someone to criticize how i look
what i wear and all
although i didnt give a f about it
but he did
and yeah i want him to do that
because at least i know he noticed the small stuff

i remember when i tinggalkan my car at his home
and when i'm back
the car was like super clean
when i open my bonet kereta
everything was well organized
in few boxes
and bags
hahahahaha

sheesh.

having him,
now,
makes me the happiest kid alive



i know this sounds cheesy
but i just want to remember the small things
just because
i love small things
that makes me smile whenever i think of it


ttyl 💋
Syafika L.