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Bismillah

The end of my spain trip and it was a blast.
Reached home, went for a wedding and a date.
Everything went perfectly blur ( because i was jet lagged )
But Alhamdulillah, i am so happy to see one of the person that i miss dearly.



To end the day, i have so many question about life while eating this chic strawberry ice cream,

1. Kenapa semua yang aku teka, betul?
2. Should i feel scared? Worried?
3. Why does people come and go so easily?
4. Why don't they appreciate things while it still there?
5. Why do people take things for granted?

I am so scared but i know, whatever i feel right now won't change my fate or whatever that God have written for me. I just need to have faith.

But, watching people leave, makes me scared that he would leave too.

What if his heart change all of the sudden?
What if he want his old crush back?
i didn't know him better than she does, so, why should he stay with me, kan?
I have soo many flaws, while she's so perfect from his eyes, so why should he choose me?

whatever that i do now, is it enough for him?
i am so scared, what if i get hurt again?
and that isn't easy to be cure.


should i stay, or give up?

Yours truly,
Syafika L.