i kindda miss this guy

Bismillah.

past few days, my life is like a wrecking ship.
i get mad, i am so sensetive about everything
i think too hard and i get so emotional

but the truth is,
i kindda miss my guy.

i know, i can just text him and tell him this
and he's going to hate me for writing this
but i'll write it anyway.

i miss
the guy who used to care about me
the guy who will always ask me " u sayang i tak, s? "
and everytime i asked him, he will say " sayang, sangat "
the things that he did was so random
and i love every seconds of it

i miss
the guy who listened to my insecurities
and promise me that he will try his best
until i've lost my insecurities
the guy who will always smile
when he saw me entering his car
the guy who will always complained about my perfume
but actually likes it

i miss
the guy who texted me random things or links
from facebook to youtube
because he's thinking about me
the guy who will always fight with me
about food that we ate for lunch or dinner
or who gets the best dessert.

i miss
the guy who wish me good morning
and good night
with a small hint like " mimpi i "
maybe to let me know that he miss me
i miss the guy who doesnt mind me saying
i miss him so many time through out the day
although i know that my clingyness can be annoying sometimes

i miss
his stupid jokes
his hambarness
his coolness
his sweetness with a slight ego
his patience
his laugh
his smiles
our small late night talks
our short drive away
our midnight movies
our horrible dinner that sometimes i choose

i miss that guy
i miss him a lot

i miss you.

Syafika L.