Bismillah.
Tajuk takde kena mengena but yeah i feel like writing.
Although writing pun macam tak membantu apa apa
and there will be more people judging, including you.
it was hard to have someone for almost two years and out of the blue
he decided to ends it
but i'm happy for him, at least he's not as mess up as i am
but i learn a lot of things when i am single
even orang semua pun cakap about me being single (uncle , aunties bla bla)
I mean, yeah, because it's a trend now to get married young
Thus, i'm gonne be 26, in less then a month but still a mess
Yes, i have a sister that is currently 27 who doesnt seems to face
my problem because she's currently dating someone
So orang tak ah cakap sangat
i have been single for a year and a half
i date myself, not putting myself out there seems like a good idea,
i dont want to take any chances
But then, i sorta fall for someone who i didnt even imagine ah yang
dalam banyak banyak orang, i would fall for him
Amazing time i must say, it makes me feel special again
Always have something to look forward to
and someone to turn to incase i'm having a bad day or anything
But yeah, its true what they say,
not everyone's gonna be living happily ever after
So here I am, trying to figure me out again
By writing although people will judge me for this
But i guess i'm a writer, i write
i cant run from it
I'm just an emotional jigsaw at the moment but i'm gonna piece myself up back together.
But don't be sad about me,
i am proud of myself, at least i took a chance
although it doesnt work out the way i thought it would be
Beautiful things will happen some day,
Syafika L.
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