2.31am

Bismillah

I have so many things to write right now
But I know you (you-know-who-you-are-if-you-ever-read-this) would hate me if i do that

But tell me,
how am i suppose to let everythings out?
who or where can i share all my feelings with?

You can be so mean sometimes,
i dont even know whether u realize it or not
but i hate it when you do that


i fell in love with your broken, fucked up, beautiful soul,
but i dont know if that's good enough for you
because i am so tired of this chasing game
and you know i'm a quiter
and i am so tired
to the point where i feel like giving up

and i dont want to feel that way.


now tell me,
who am i to you?
Syafika L.