4.05am

Bismillah,

dear F,

i was so stress today.
so manu things happened and i was so mad about almost
everything

i wanted to tell you about it
but it seems like you're not interested to know about my life
while i was eager to know about your day

i know you're currently in a phase
where you're trying to fit in
to make yourself comfortable with having me inside your life

i wanted to be yours so bad
i wanted to tell you how's my day
what hurts me
what makes me happy
and what's bothering me

now tell me,
am i worth it?
if you think you're doing the right thing,
why do i have to weite this?
why do i feel like ive no one to talk to?

just like any other girls,
they want someone to share their problems and happiness,
why do i feel like i cant do that with you anymore?




i'm sorry if you feel mad because i wrote this
but sometimes, i need someone to talk to
and i dont feel like i have you to do that anymore


Help me,
Syafika L.