hello world, i am broken, do u hear me?

Bismillah.


we always have that one person
that we go to to find comfort, kan?

well, this blog is my "that-one-person"
where i find my comfort.
where i escape and talk about everything
because at least i know this blog won't judge
this blog won't push me away


but, it seems like it wasn't my escape anymore
not a place where i can find that comfort again


do u know how it feels?
as if someone just took away that one person who actually
can listen to you, and know how you feels, and be there when
you cried yourself to sleep.

i didnt look at this blog
the same as i am this morning
and i dont even feel like writing anymore


u don't understand how writing helps me
to you, i write
because i want the world to know
how broken i am.


well, the world doesn't have to know anymore.
Syafika L.